Breathe deep

It’s really hard
To keep it all inside
Breathe deep
And just swallow it
Blink it away
And bite my lip to
Push it back
All energy spent
Playing pretend
Trying not to crash
Trying not to drown
Existing but not living
Reality is really not
My forte
Mistake after mistake
Stagnant and afraid
Directionless
Spinning like a top
Spiraling down
Worn and torn
Insides bleed out
Soul evaporates
Inhale emptiness
Feels like nothing

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